However i had a bone scan while in leigh house and they said they don't think i will have osteoporosis. This is for anyone who is currently struggling, to send the message that you are not alone, and you deserve recovery. The smell of weed will forever remind me of that place! Unfortunately, I share my struggle with over 18 million people, both male and female, worldwide. You are strong, beautiful, and important in this world.
Since that day, I have gained nearly 30 pounds and I am the healthiest I have ever been. Chris Bardy Barcroft TV: Subscribe to BuzzFeedVideo today! I made this video in about 10 mins so excuse the spelling and grammar issues. I do not own the rights of the songs. Unfortunately, I share my struggle with over 18 million people, both male and female, worldwide. Secondly he knew nothing about anything to do with anorexia or care for anorexics, we just ended up talking about inane things and then sat in silence till he left. In this video i show how i have overcome my fear of food, calories and over exercising through the help of a vegan diet. Prayers to Maddie Eatwell, truly inspiring, pure and beautiful. Shockingly, Elle admitted to losing weight because she thought that being skinny would make her popular amongst her peers. This is one of the effects you don't commonly hear about with anorexia, the muscles in your legs everywhere waste away and you cant stand or walk, it remains one of the worst feelings i have ever to this day experienced. You can fight it. I am posting this to celebrate my 1 year of recovery since I was hospitalized on February 10th, Don't ever give up. This is for anyone who is currently struggling, to send the message that you are not alone, and you deserve recovery. Sometimes funny, sometimes serious, always shareable. After a week of fasting she collapsed with a seizure and was rushed to hospital. This is my first video on youtube which i chose to make because i was sick of the many pro-ana videos i saw which glamorised anorexia, contained nothing but lies and a false reality. But beneath the facts and figures are the dramatic stories of young lives cut short and grieving families who say the system let them down. There is a life after an eating disorder and you can get there with just taking it one step at a time. Ellen Lietzow, then 17, had refused to let even a drop of water touch her lips in the worst of her struggle with anorexia, where her weight plunged to under five and a half stone. She was in such poor condition doctors and nurses were astonished she was still alive. You are strong, beautiful, and important in this world. Of course one cannot get across the level of severity or misery that happened in that time but with the ten minutes and basic software i had i thought ill do a basic vid, of course i will follow up eventually with a second video but i am cautious of triggering or offending people because i am not recovered mentally being honest I know this vid, as with all recovery and related anorexia vids, will have both positive and negative views and that's totally cool. When i was taken off i had to do a 'serious case review' which was to discuss what could of done to prevent this ever happening again to someone else, they asked me if i would like to add anything and i said to make sure they treat every patient with anorexia as individuals and not tar bloody everyone with the same brush, as i found in hospital i was treated so strictly to an 'anorexic protocol' it actually negatively effected my care and was wrong for me individually. Stupid i know, but that's how my mind works now even after all the shit and what its left me with, my crappy weak body and how it effected my family, its selfish but anorexia changes you as a person; nothing is more important then being thin and with me, sorry to say that hasn't changed.
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